Smile:), for Stephanie.
“Dont promise if you dont mean it.”
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Twilight?
All this talk about Twilight really had me to thinking. True love, I mean the kind of love where you can not imagine yourself to be complete without the other, the kind of love where you drop everything else in a heartbeat just to be with him. The kind of love where your heart still thumps out of your chest when you kiss him and were you can actually imagine yourself spending every last second of your life with him and only him because no one is as fantastic as he is. The kind of love where you can not breathe without knowing he is yours. I am scared, because I think I found that true love. I mean look at me, I am a mess, isn’t that what love is? But man, im scared to have my heart torn to pieces like Bella. I can just imagine myself being that mindless girl, just trying anything to get him back. Why is love so pathetic but beautiful at the same time?
gut feeling
Do you ever have a gut feeling that something bad is about to come your way? I have one now, and it is bugging the hell out of me. I do not want anything bad to happen. Everything was just finally going back to place.
life in action
You can say I am the same girl I used to be. But at the same time this girl is lost in her own thought, being swallowed by all these mixed feelings. I am on top of the world but yet at times I feel like there is a giant magnet trying to pull me on under, back to the ditch I used to call my unlucky life. I am happy of who I become, but what about the others that want to drag me down to what they think is the beauty of their life. All this change. Change of me and change of everyone around me. I know change is inevitable but what if you change for the worst what if the person you used to know is now a stranger? Is that still a good change? You can say your trying to figure out life and your just trying to have fun but what happend to your values? Now a hipprocrite in disquise, but your not fooling everyone. You can be whoever you want to be, but do you really want to be the person you see in the mirror now, are you proud?
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good morning tumblr world
Havnt been on here for a while. In class bored out of my mind. How is life? Mine is simply amazing.
I havent been on this thing for straight days:
Its been so long that my tumbalarity is now 0. I feel like so much has changed from my last post. I still am extremly emotional all the time but for the most part I am extremly happy.
